Worthless

Somethings arn't always as they seem:

I wish...
I could finally take it all away.
Make me mean something to everyone.
Prove I'm not just a regular girl.
Prove to them that I'm more then they see.

I am...
The girl they hate.
The girl they love.
The girl they love to hate.
The girl they always made fun of.
The girl they don't know has a dark side.
The girl they don't know that will snap back.
I am, The girl they all need in their lifes.

I will...
Prove them wrong.
Tell them off.
Mellow out.
Change who I am.
Be who I wanna be.
Take care of what i need to take care of.
Be the best girlfriend I need to be.

One day...
They will need me.
They will see me as a new me.
They will want me back.
They will talk to me again.
They will always care about me.
They will tell their friends about me.
They will not crush me anymore.

That day...
Will be the end.
Will be the day.
Will be the resting place.
Will be the Anniversary   of the rest of my life.
Will be the most wonderful day.

They will...
Love me.
Hate me more.
Want to kill me.
Want to be me.
Want to have me.
Be there for me.
Never leave me.

I can't...
Wait.
Believe.
Stand it.
Want this more then now.
Love him anymore then I already do.
Leave him.

I need...

Love.
Him.
Them.
All of it.



This is the beginning to the end of one girl.
Who knows her weaknesses and her strengths.
Who will be her strongest at her weakest moments.
Who loves one guy and will never stop.
The girl who will change the world.
The only one who can stop her world and change it for herself.
The only reason she is alive....



She just can't have....